Daisy, please hold your head up high, you did nothing wrong, those who inflicted this appalling conduct on you are the criminals.   They will grow up to be full blooded criminals unless you and others who have been so mistreated by them... take a stand.

By taking a stand you will find self respect.   They cannot claim self respect after behaving towards others with such little respect. Please remember the 3 R's 

Respect for yourself

Respect for others

Responsibility for your actions

I have been where you are and you will now go through a huge growth whilst regaining your equilibrium.  

You are in my prayers.

Lorraine 

Adelaide, South Australia